I admire him because....

Just me and he knows, what’s that haunted house. I understand the fear that is rooted in his soul. But I’m not a great savior who’s going to be psychic to him. Maybe someone else. Indeed, I hope someday there will be a tough fighter who is more sacred than haunted.

But I’ve already said that I would paint the words on paper with the title of the house is haunted. Though I’m not give promises, but I like a captive to complete. While he was painting me like a tied loan. I do not care if the sketch will be up to me, or not at all. I just want him to be happy with his world … and no longer considers himself a dog and haunted.

I admire him because when I was less fortunate, he brought a lot of stories that made me feel grateful to be me. I dunno, maybe he did not know that I was made aware of him

Hopefully, you know that you have taught me many things and realize … I find adult precisely because of the bitterness of your life, your blind love, your arrogance and misery … ^. ^

Hanya aku dan dia yang tahu apa itu rumah berhantu. ketakutan yang mengakar disanubarinya pun aku paham.tapi aku bukan penyelamat ulung yang bakal jadi cenayang buatnya.mungkin orang lain. sungguh, kuharap kelak akan ada pesaing tangguh yang lebih sakti dari hantunya.
Tapi aku sudah terlanjur mengucap bahwa aku akan melukiskannya dengan kata-kata berjudul rumah berhantu. meski bukan janji, tapi aku seperti tertawan untuk menyelesaikannya. aku hanya ingin dia bahagia dengan dunianya…dan tak lagi menganggap dirinya anjing dan berhantu.
aku mengaguminya karena disaat aku merasa kurang beruntung, dia datang membawa banyak kisah yang membuatku merasa bersyukur menjadi aku. entahlah, mungkin dia tidak tahu-telah sangat bisa menamparku yang sombong ini. semoga kau tahu bahwa kau mengajarkan dan menyadarkan aku banyak hal…aku menemukan dewasaku justru karena kepahitan hidupmu, cinta gilamu, keangkuhanmu dan kosongnya harapan itu…

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